Welcome to my website. This is a safe place for you to visit.
I have a thought for today: Think of someone in your life who loves you unconditionally. If no one comes to mind, begin thinking this: “what would mama do or say to me right now?”. When I do this, it calms me greatly. Mama would see that I am tired from my walk; she would have me sit down; perhaps she would make tea or soup for me.
Mama knows that taking care of myself is very hard for me. “How would mama speak to me?” Mama loves me; she knows what I have been through and that I have done nothing to deserve what has happened to me. My own mama died on the day I was born from complications of my birth. I was whisked away and put in an incubator because I was only 5 pounds. I do not think my mama got to hold me. I create my vision for my mama from the way my maternal grandmother cared for me.
It is my desire in creating this website to reach out to anyone who is experiencing a feeling of disconnection in life. Perhaps you might feel that there is something terribly wrong with you. Sometimes, you might be experiencing depression or fatigue. There are many ways in which buried memories affect all aspects of our lives. It is my belief that there are many besides myself who have buried memories of sexual abuse when they were too young to have a context for it. If the abuse occurred at a very young age, there is not even language for the child to express it. The perpetrators rely upon children’s silence, and their cowardly and shameful behavior is not adequately expressed in words.
